It's Almost The End Of The Year And Not Everything Is Perfect.
Will I Ever Feel Safe?
Does Someone Out There Love Me?
Will I Ever Stop Hurting Myself?
Questions Like That Consume Us And Eventually Break Us.
We All Are Slowly Killing Ourselves We Just Don't Know It Yet.
Look At It From A Different View.(Life)
It Won't Hurt.
I Realized After Having A Writer's Block And Not Writing Everything Down.
It All Backfired.
I Attempted Suicide A Few Days Ago. Drug Overdose.
It's Funny Because When I Tried Telling My Friends They Just Blocked Me Out And Spoke About Their Feelings And Their Problems Because They Think I'm Their Therapist.
It Makes Me Regret Not Vomiting Them Out.
It Was When I Need Them The Most. I Was Vulnerable. No One Helped.
It's Like Everything Was Closing In.
When I Took The Pills And Lied Down.
I Was Paralyzed I Could Barely Breath. Right There And Then I Knew I Was Alive.
So Close To Death. If I Slept It Will All Just Disappear. I'd Be Gone Forever.
I Chose To Stay. I Chose To Be There For My Friends Who Have Attempted Suicide Themselves.
I Lost Two Of My Closest Friends Two Years Ago.
They Are In A Better Place Now.
I Guess I Gave Up On The Game Called Life.
I Can Never Justify What I Did But I Couldn't Bear Being Here.
I Was Sick Of Being Abused By My Family. I Was Sick Of Feeling Lonely Even When I'm With A Bunch Of People.
Only A Handful Of My Friends Care For Me.
Those Ones I Have Kept Close And I'm Positive That I Will Stay Here In This World For A Little While...
Until Next Time.
Ever Wanted To Just End All The Pain And Suffering In Your Life?
Ever Wanted To End That Shadow Of Blame Everyone's Been Throwing At You?
Felt Like Blood Was The Only Way To Get People's Attention?
Funny Seems Like We Are A Lot More Alike.
Sometimes Doing Your Best Isn't Good Enough.
I Know It Hurts But Trust Me It Gets Better.
People Become Nicer, Life Gets Easier Even When It Seems Like It Will Never Be As Good As People Made It Out To Be.
We're Young, We're Wild, We Love To Fast And We Sure As Heck Don't Know What We're Doing But We're Trying To Make People Understand Us And I Know Its Hard When No One Wants To Listen To That Quiet Girl In The Corner But Once She Speaks Everyone Listens.
Life May Be Bad Right Now And You Feel Rotten With Yourself But That Just Means If You Fall You Just Have To Get Back Up And Keep Moving Because If You Try Moving While You're On The Floor, You Will Get Nowhere.
Be Prepared For Life's Challenges Because They Will Get Harder.
You Are God's Beautiful Creation And I Hope You Never Forget That <3
I Had A Project On Faith And I Really Did Not Know What That Even Meant.
So I asked around and everyone said believing in someone or something.
Honestly I couldn't even believe what they were telling me because I'm the type or person who doesn't believe in much.
So When People asked me what I had faith in I said "Myself because At the end of the day no matter how many friends I have its always me making the right choices."
Faith isn't Just Believing Its Trusting people around you that you believe.
All of you think that faith is just what everyone tells you it is.
You need to find out yourself what faith is for you.
Keep Moving I Have Faith in you :)
Quote Of The Day:
Faith is taking the first step even though you can't see the Staircase.
Last Day Woohoo! (Y)
This Year Has Put Us All In Pain And Suffering.
Life Took Everything Away From People You Love.
Times Were Hard And Everything Could Have Been Gone.
We Lost Lives Of Our Loved One And Who Knows Maybe Brought A Life In Into This World.
All Of Us Have Pain.
All Of Us Suffer Its Not Only You That Has Feelings.
We May Be Different, We May Be Mean Or Nice But We All Feel Things.
Some Are Scarred And Some Are Just Normal.
The People Standing Here On This Earth Today Are All People Who Have Survived This Year Through All The Pain And Suffering Life Has Given Them.
So I Raise My Glass To You All.
Congratulations On Being Alive.
Do Something Good And Be Happy.
Time Will Catch Up Soon Enough So Try And Survive.
Don't Leave A Question Mark Where God Left A Full Stop.
When People Say Happy New Year I Just Think No One Can Be Happy For 365 Days Maybe For A Day Or For A Week But A Year?
So Here Is What I Say...
This Year Is Going To Give A Whole Lot Of Problems, Anger And Pain.
It Will Also Give You Good Times, New Friends And New Opportunities.
You Just Need To Know When To Cherish It Or Have A Really Bad Year.
Survive The New Year.
Do What You Want, Cry As Much As You Want And Be Whoever You Want To Be.
Just Love Yourself If It Doesn't Work Out.
I Love You All <3
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